Procrastination

pro⋅cras⋅ti⋅nate:

–verb (used without object)

1.	to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost.

–verb (used with object)

2.	to put off till another day or time; defer; delay.

This is me in one word. I am procrastination...lol. Sadly I always wait till the last minute to do anything. I had a project due this past Thursday, and I did it in one night. I did. not sleep at all this past Thursday. That just shows how badly I am at getting things done on time. In my defense though, I did get the project almost a week later than everyone else.

I think I need to go to Procrastination rehab, or I am going to be in serious trouble..lol. Especially if I get into the nursing program. Just seeing what Katie had to do this year and last, I will be completely screwed if I do not do my work in a timely manner.

I have tried everything...writing things on my calender, buying a planner, writing things on my hand, on my computer desktop. It just does not seem to be working, that or I just don't want to put the energy towards getting my work done.

SO if any of you have any good ideas of how to get rid of my procrastination...please oh please let me know!

Much Love,
Kait


p.s. Thank you SOGO for introducing us all to Bibis. Her voice is amazing! Check her out on youtube. Just in case here is the video that was filmed with her singing Foxes. Foxes is a song that she wrote, so enjoy!

OTH Videos!

Making OTH videos is a major stress reliever and one of my favorite pastimes besides reading and hanging out with friends. I have a couple that I have made and would like to share with you.

Hope you all enjoy!


Leyton-Rehab




Brucas- Tim McGraw




Both of these video youtube told me I couldn't post because of copyright laws or some crap like that, but as you can see I am a total rebel..lol.
Let me know what you think :)


Much Love,
Kait

SoGoPro T-shirt!!!!

Today has been quite the day! First I find out that I aced my anatomy test, that I was only able to for 2 hrs. Woot go ME!! I have never gotten that high on an A&P test ever! I was totally stressing about that one! Then my mom comes home at school and we're talking in the car and she tells me "I almost forgot to tell you, you got a package in the mail yesterday."

When I heard that I was screaming WOOHOO at the top of my lungs. I swear I would have been doing the cabbage patch if I had not been in a car. People were looking at me like I was crazy through their windows...lol. I was like if only you knew what I was so happy about!

I really needed the t-shirt today, it was the perfect ending to one of the most stressful weeks ever!

Now all I have to do is find a poster frame to put it in, so I can hang it up somewhere. It needs to be where people can see it..lol. Although I must admit I have no idea where to get one. So if any of you know a good place to find them please let me know! It would be GREATLY appreciated! :)

Hope all of you who ordered you t-shirts get them soon, and those of you who haven't you better get on that..lol. J/k. But I do encourage all to get one! :)

Much Love,
Kait

Boys and Sex

Remember that guy that I recently wrote about? Well, I recently went on my Easter break last week and school started back up this week. Last week my roommate and my suitmate went out to Applebee's with him and just hung out. It was last Tuesday the 7th if I remember correct, because it was the day I had my wisdom teeth taken out.

anyway...lol.

I found it kind of weird, because it was me that he was supposed to be liking, and I was there..lol.
But during my Easter break last week I get a text from my roommate Katie asking her if I had any plans made with Mike. We actually did have plans for this past Monday. I was like yea, and she was like do you have three way calling? I said yes, and responded ok me you and kryssy tomorrow.

Long story short, she told me the next day through a text that I should cancel the plans, or make the for another time because her and kryssy needed to talk to me about Mike. Apparently when they were out at Applebee's he told them about how he was depressed, and that he had sex with these girls because he just didn't care about what happned to him. Thats not even the best part. They asked him..What are you looking for in a girl? He replyed with Cute, good sense of humor, likes to be out doors, and eventually will do somethings. Well "somethings" we to do with sex.

It really surprised me, because eventually he expected it. He said that it didn't matter right now, and that he wouldn't pressure me because I had never had sex before or done any other stuff. I just want to make it all known that I KO am waiting for Marrage, and all the extra stuff ain't happening eather. No disprespect to anyone, that just is not my cup of tea.

When they told me that I was like how stupid could he be?? I mean why would he tell the girl he supposedly likes best friends that he would eventually be expecting sexual favors? I mean come on like they would not have told me! So I have sadly decided that Mike is not the guy for me, because even if he says that he is ok with not doing that stuff...whose to say he won't pressure me about it later or make me feel guily. I am not going to put myself through that, its just not worth the anxiety.

What happened to sex being magical. Somthing that people did when they were truly in love, and wanted to show that person how much they were loved. Allowing that person to see a side of them that no one else gets to see? It just makes me so sad that sex has become so commercialized and that its not always though of as somthing sacred and beautful.

Hopefully someday I will find my Prince Charming, who will respect my beliefs and values. Someone who will be willing to wait for me, and want to wait for me because he loved me that much. I am praying for that day!

Much Love,
<3 Kait

My Revelation

I wanted to post this yesterday, but my computer was acting funny. So hopefully it works this time, as the old saying goes Third times a charm...haha.

Life...So I have recently been thinking about my life. Especially after the death of Harry Kalas, and the recent episodes of One Tree Hill. The latest one just ripped my heart out. I found it so sad that Peyton was basically saying goodbye to all of the people that she loved.

Throughout the whole episode there were references of what all of the character had accomplished so far in their life. Then finding out Harry Kalas died today. He is like the voice of the phillies. He has been announcing for them since the 70's. Today they had a special about all the he has accomplished throughout his life.

It just got me thinking about my life. This may be a little self centered but if I died tomorrow what would be say about me? I haven't really accomplished much in my life, yes I know I am having a self pity party right now, and that I should be greatful that I am alive. That I live in a stable home and am surrounded by people who love and care about me.

I think that it why One Tree Hill and the death of Kalas has gotten me so freaked and thinking about life and death. I mean its so scary how fast things can be taken from you. I mean yesterday Harry Kalas was alive and well doing his job, and then all of the sudden today he collapses in the announcers box a little bit before the game.

I watched on Oprah that this woman was pregrant and had just given birth to a daughter and was recouperating, when the nurse said let me introduce you to your daughter. She was getting read to stand up when she felt dizzy. She ended up falling to the ground and dieing right there infront of the nurse. They found out late that she had a blood clot that they didn't know about.

Things like that really set you back to reality and make you see whats right in front of you. That you need to live your life in the present. That each moment counts, because you never know when it will be your last.

I am not a person who lives in the present, I over analyze things and think ahead or I live in the past. I would be a hypocrite if I was saying all of this and not doing or at least trying to take my own advice. So I am trying to leave each day as my last, and to take in each moment as it comes, and not worry about what other people thing.

Its taken me a long time to finally realize that you can't live your life for other people....life to short. So as of today, this moment...Im becoming my own person!

So take me or leave me as I am....


Much Love,
Kait

Thinkings of my life...

Life...So I have recently been thinking about my life. Especially after the death of Harry Kalas, and the recent episodes of One Tree Hill. The latest one just ripped my heart out. I found it so sad that Peyton was basically saying goodbye to all of the people that she loved.

Throughout the whole episode there were references of what all of the character had accomplished so far in their life. Then finding out Harry Kalas died today. He is like the voice of the phillies. He has been announcing for them since the 70's. Today they had a special about all the he has accomplished throughout his life.

It just got me thinking about my life. This may be a little self centered but if I died tomorrow what would be say about me? I haven't really accomplished much in my life, yes I know I am having a self pity party right now, and that I should be greatful that I am alive. That I live in a stable home and am surrounded by people who love and care about me.

I think that it why One Tree Hill and the death of Kalas has gotten me so freaked and thinking about life and death. I mean its so scary how fast things can be taken from you. I mean yesterday Harry Kalas was alive and well doing his job, and then all of the sudden today he collapses in the announcers box a little bit before the game.

I watched on Oprah that this woman was pregrant and had just given birth to a daughter and was recouperating, when the nurse said let me introduce you to your daughter. She was getting read to stand up when she felt dizzy. She ended up falling to the ground and dieing right there infront of the nurse. They found out later that day she had a blood clot that they didn't know about.

Things like that really set you back to reality and make you see whats right in front of you. That you need to live your life in the present. That each moment counts, because you never know when it will be your last.

I am not a person who lives in the present, I over analyze things and think ahead or I live in the past. I would be a hypocrite if I was saying all of this and not doing or at least trying to take my own advice. So I am trying to live each day as my last, and to take in each moment as it comes, not worrying about what other people think. Im becoming my own person.

So take me or leave me as I am....


Much Love,
Kait

Wisdom Teeth and MUCH more...

Ok so this past Tuesday I had to get my wisdom teeth removed. Not as bad as I thought, but the only thing that sucks is the fact that you can't eat like normal. Yes of course I knew that before I went and had them removed, but I was thinking ok whatever I'll just eat food like normal anway! Well that so did not work out as planned...lol. Let me tell you food and I are like two peas in a pod! Its like torture only being able to eat with my front teeth and only eating water ice and ice cream. Don't get me wrong..I love my ice cream and water ice just as much as anyone else, but I want me some REAL food! I can't wait till I can eat and not have to worry about stitches or dislodging a clot.

OK now that that's done..lol. Sorry for my outburst, but needed to vent about that..lol.

Now these past few days I have been kind of outside of the cyber world, and let me tell you I have so much catching up to do. Its been so stressful trying to get everything done..lol. I just can't wait till the summer is here, then I would know if I was finally in the nursing program, and at least be able to start my life and work towards a goal. I'm not sure If I have mentioned this to anyone, but I am technically not in the program yet..I have just been doing GenEd courses for the program, and I am running out of courses to take. The bad part about that is in order to continue being on my father's insurance and getting my scholarships I need to be a full time student. Right now I am only registered for 3 courses, and that's only part time. So I've been keeping my fingers crossed.

On a happier note!

I am a proud owner of a new SGP T-shirt! I think that its great what SGP is doing! They are really making us all truly feel like we are apart of this team. I don't think that I can say that enough. They have reached and touched so many people all over the world, and like we all said in the video that Megan Mary and Geoh created they are such an inspirational group of people.



Speaking of the video, as many people have already done here is the full video that I sent in for the collaboration video. Enjoy =)






Much love,
<33 Kait

First Dates

So today was a big day for me! I know this is probably weird saying this because I am 20 years old and have never been on a date...well not anymore!

Today I had my first first date...haha. That just makes me laugh. When a guy asks me out, my answer is without a doubt no. I just don't understand what a guy could see in me, plus all of the guys that have previously asked me out have either drank, smoked pot, or been suspended for sexually harassment. Just my luck right!

Well thankfully a very nice guy by the name of Mike has walked into my life. I don't know if we are going to actually become gf and bf, but he is such a sweet guy and if things don't go any further Im glad that he was my first date.

He came and got from my house, and came right to the door like a perfect gentleman. He had a really good conversation with my mom, she already really likes him..lol. Our plans were to go to the mall so that he could get rid of some gift cards that he had left over from Christmas, but the mall was closed when we got there..which was no fun! So we went to a near by movie theater to see the new Fast and Furious, but the times were all screwy. So we ended up going to another movie theater about 20 min away, and saw the movie there, then we went to Coldstone and got ice cream afterward. For the final stop of the evening he dropped me off back at my dorm it was the sweetest thing gave me a hug and then left.

Hope all of you had a lovely weekend...I know I did..lol.
I think for my next post I will do a vlog...that should be fun..haha

Much Love
~Kait

p.s. If anyone has any funny first date stories and doesn't mind sharing I would love to hear them!
=)

Soundtrack of my Life Part 2

Name of the Game: Soundtrack Of My Life

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool!

Opening Credits: Rock Me In-Brittany Spears

Waking Up: It takes Two- Hairspray Soundtrack

First Day At School: First Time-Lifehouse

Falling In Love: Wreck of the Day- Anna Nalick

Fight Song: Holler- Spice Girls

Breaking Up: How to Save A Life- The Frey

Prom: Heart Breaker- Pat Benatar

Life: Its You- Annie Stella

Mental Breakdown: Lap Dance-NERD

Driving: Play My Music-Jonas Brothers

Flashback: My Halleujaha Song

Getting Back Together: This is Me- Demi Levato

Wedding: Inconsolable- Backstreet Boys

Birth of Child:Everything's Magic- Angels and Airwaves

Final Battle: Welcome to my Life- Simple Plan

Death Scene: I need You- Faith Hill & Tim Mcgraw

Funeral Song: Auld Lang Syne- Jack Ingram

Ending: Fabulous- Ryan and Sharpy HSM


hmmm...this is very interesting...lol

Much Love
~Kait

Happy Birthday Nicholas Grey

Nicholas Grey we love you, and for all of you who don't know him, he is a wonderful writer. He is the one who gave us Pedestrian, and long time friend of the lovely Hilarie Burton. What would we do without him ...haha. He is such an inspiration to all of us, and I just wanted to take the time to let him know that we all care, and are sending him good wishes!!

Hope that you had the BEST birthday ever!!

:)

Kait

Soundtrack of my Life

So I was in the Gym listening to my ipod and I got to thinking what would be on the soundtrack to my life. Weird to be thinking about at the gym..lol. In the words of Peyton Sawyer " when it comes to music there are two types of people...people who listen to the lyrics and figure out what the song is saying, and then there are those that listen to music for the beat."

I would like to think of myself as a Lyric person most of the time, my friends laugh at me sometimes because I'll be like listen to this part and make sure that you listen to the words,and they'll look at me like Im crazy..haha.

So as for the soundtrack of my life this is what I got so far...

1) Turn Turn Turn- The Byrds
2) Pictures of You- The Last Goodnight
3) We Used to be Friends- The Dandy Warhols
4) I Want Something that I Want- Bethany Joy Galeotti & Grace Potter
5) Try Again- Aaliyah ft. Timbaland
6) She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
7) Love Save The Empty- Erin McCarley


So I encourage all of you to try and figure out what would be on the soundtrack to your life? You only live once! :)

:)

Kait